Life is a highway.

It’s been a long time since I went here.

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Here in Tarlac since the 18th. Been in a kain-tulog-kain-tulog-tulog-ulit routine. I’ve been so lazy these past few days that I’ve never done anything. Well at least I have tried answering my Chem 14 problem set and doing our CHEM LAB molecule model. Haven’t finished other school stuff yet.

I have been busy thinking about how to spend the few days of 2008. there’s only almost a week left. I want it memorable. Kept me wondering what to do. Been reminiscing about the past months. Analyzing and evaluating what the year has done to me. In the end, I thought it’s a better idea to ask my self what have I done this year. ^^

Oh yeah. So idealistic of me. This 2008 was wondeful. I had my high school graduation, passed the UPCAT, entered UP, enjoyed the first sem of biochem, joined ORGANIZATIONS, met new peeps, gained new friends and had fun experiences. To think that I lost a loved one this year, had problems and gained weight, it’s so optimistic of me.

Maybe it’s true. It’s my OPTIMISM, though it isn’t obvious. Yesternight I got a text message from some random number not saved in my phonebook. It said, “We can’t change realities. The only thing we could do is change the eyes from which we view them.” So true.

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And I’m missing you.
Yeah. It’s you whom I’ve been thinking through.
And from the moment you laid those pair of eyes on me, I fainted.
It’s the feeling, the heartbeat iIve ever wanted.

I went and searched
Searched for those pair of eyes
But I never found them.

So I walked through and went away
I feel it, my heart is in tears.
But as I stepped into the portals I looked back
At the spur of the moment, my heart jumped!
I saw those pair of eyes again.
Those which are brown and pale, yet brimming with emotions…

YES. currently,
you are my brand of heroine.

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DJAMONDZ STUFF

I am terribly missing my high school friends. For those who are asking if we will have a reunion-slash-get-together-party-slash-kwentuhan-sessions, Veronica is the one in-charge. She volunteered her place in Dolores kasi eh. We just haven’t settled the date. For suggestion andinquiries, call or text her, me or gerundio. ^^

I miss wendy, gm, juca, ged, mena, nikka, kambz, crush, cupcake, bespren, bolos, yvette, marlene, magday, mau, tatit, bae, jen, shari, januzs, anne, mye, mica, basyang, roy, janine, meh, einz, joy, cath, pam, karen and OTHERS. (Sorry, you know who you guys are. )

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Wanna know something weird? This vacation, I’ve been in an unsual sleep pattern. I sleep at 4am-9am, 1pm-2pm and 5pm-6pm. Watdahel. Parang class schedule lang ah.

And what am I doing until the wee hours? The usual frou frou. I play vanity using my dad’s phone (hope he doesn’t discover my vanity pictures in his phone), write (yes. i am currently writing a story. hopefully, it will not follor the footsteps of my previous stories which were all dumped because they stayed as intros and chapters1-3), blog (like what I’m doing right now), surf the net (I go on random sites and explore. plus, i CONSISTENTLY visit someone’s site. it’s fun! haha. STALKER STALKER STALKER MUCH.) and think about things as I lay on my bed.

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Kilala ko na ang crush ni Gem. Kilala ko na si Jellybean!

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Spending the few days left of 2008!

Yeah. Friday is the FR-day. Evaluation of my “students”
Hopefully, they will pass the exam.
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i arrived at my campus past 7 am. fortunately, i was just in time for my first subject: MATH.
oh well. we were asked, “Why do you hate/not hate math?”
Grabe. Ayan na naman iyang tanong na iyan. Naalala ko tuloy fun memories ko with Math.

First time kong na-encounter yung Math nung mga 4 years old ako. Pumapasok ako araw-araw sa isang Day Care Center na nilalakad lang namin ng Nanay o Tatay ko tuwing umaga. Naaalala ko pa yung routine ng klase namin.

Alas Diyes ang pasok namin. Syempre, magdadatingan ang mga bata kasama ang kanya-kanyang sundo. Kadalasan si Mommy. Minsan si Daddy, Ate, Kuya, Yaya, Kapitbahay. Sila yung may bitbit ng back pack ng alaga nila at may bimpo sa isang balikat.

Tapos, sasabihin ng teacher ko, “Okay. Kids, we will start our class. Say goodbye to your parents.”

Pagkatapos sabihin ng teacher ko ito, magsisimula ng umiyak at humagulgol ang ibang bata. Parang teleserye lang.

(PAUNAWA: Hindi ako kasali sa mga iyaking bata.)

Tapos, kapag nasa loob na ang lahat, magdadasal at kakanta ng I’m a Little Tea Pot. Tapos Chikading. Tapos yung isa pang kanta na nakalimutan ko na yung title. Eto yung lyrics:

Hindi ko alam kung fruit salad ang title niyan. Kawawa naman yung kakain ng fruit salad na papaya, saging at banana lang yung ingredients.

Pagkatapos kumanta, papaupuin na kami at magsisimula na siyang magturo. Ipapalabas niya yung crayola, lapis at drawing pad namin. Payabangan pa noon. Hindi ka in kapag hindi bakal ang pencil case mo. Poor ka kapag 8 colors lang yung pangkulay mo. At wala kang ipagyayabang kapag nakalimutan mong ipagawa sa Nanay/Tatay mo yung assignment ninyo.

Palagi lang kaming nagbibilang noon. Bibilangin mo yung mga shapes sa loob ng kahon.

Yun yung unang pagsasalubong namin ng landas ng Math.

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Maaga kaming pinalabas kaya naglibot muna kami. Ngayong araw, si Jess lang ang kasama kong kumain ng lunch.

At dahil madami pang oras, nagawa na naming magpalitan ng talambuhay.

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Math na naman. Pero ok lang. Masaya naman ang Math 73 kay Ma’am Wenky.
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Biyernes. Ayoko munang umuwi. Naglaro muna kami ng basketball. Tapos napagod kami kaya bumuli kami ng maraming mineral water.

Habang nagpapahinga kami, nainip kami kaya naglaro kami ng Truth or “Konsinkwens”

Kapag truth, ang tanong, “Who is your crush?”

Kapag “konsinkwens”, ang ipapagawa sa iyo: Isigaw ang pangalan ng crush mo.

Fair enough?

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and I heard him say those words…

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simula umaga, kinakabahan ako. wala naman akong problema. bakit kaya?

_YourSweetestDownfall

What the..I sooo miss posting here in my FS blog. I have been updating six blogs for the last few months so I didn’t find enough time for FS.

Anyway, I am still the same. Though some things have changed.

I am sad because:

-the first sem is over

-the sembreak is too long and boring

-classes are starting soon, and that means going back to the TOXIC lifestyle - sleepless nights, ugly eyebags, lots of pimples, piles of school works - the worsts you can think of.

-my first sem grades SUCK. :(( i should have taken my subjects seriously.
I am happy because:

-the classes are starting soon. (meh..obviously i am trying to be optimistic. as if i had the choice)

-i am going to see my blocmates, friends and all the people i WANNA see. unfortunately, makikita ko rin yung mga ayaw kong makita.

-i have math73 and chem14. the hell. mahihirapan ako sa mga yan for sure, so mag-eenjoy ako. wahaha.

I am hoping that:

-at the end of this sem, at least, college scholar ako. (CS)

-i will kick ass this sem

-my 3 orgs will make me busy. sana may productive activities.

-i will make new friends especially dun sa other blocs.

-i will fulfill my obligations
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PLURK STUFF

I am loving plurk. Pero I promise to stop pag nagsimula na ang secong sem. I wanna be a CS, so expect me to be soooooooooo GC (Grade Conscious). Don’t worry, I will still be maingay, cuddly, and happy all the time. Normal lang. Just imagine me na NAG-AARAL. (Ok fine, alam ko di bagay sa kin yan)

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THE RAINMAKER

I just finished reading The Rainmaker by John Grisham. Ang galing talaga. For the full story, visit my blog at http://sweetanxiety.blogspot.com/2008/11/legal-pad.html.

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MICHAEL CRICHTON

Aww. One of my favorite authors passed away last November 4, Tuesday. :((

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SNICKERS is LOVE

Demn. I am addicted to SNICKERS. Almost everyday kumakain ako nito. But I promise I will minimize my expenses. Kailangan kong mag-ipon.
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DJAMONDZ

I miss Djamondz. Once a Djamond, Always a Djamond.

Never will we forget the memories that we’ve been through.

Because through it all, our number will always be 62.

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FAMILY

I miss Mama, Daddy, Bing and Rolan. I miss the house, I miss my room, I miss the guitar. I hope palagi silang ok.

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MATT LONG

OMG! Matt Long is so freakin’ HOT! He doesn’t make me sleep! Ha, ha, ha. After watching Sydney White, I got hooked on him! I even watched Sydney White for thenth time just to see him. Ha, ha! Yeah.

I envy Amanda Bynes. She got all my crushes.

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That’s it. I think I need to set my mind for school. I wanna excel this sem.
Just like Rudy Baylor, I too will be a rainmaker.

JOANNE

~There is sunshine after the rain.