Life is a highway.

it would be on the twnty-seventh. i am very sure not so much would change after that day, except for my own will. i know i am turning 16, and yes, i am aware that i should be more responsible now. i am entering a new world but still the person in me whom you new before will always gonna stay as the JOANNE you used to know. i know my life wasn’t perfect, but i loved the way my sixteen years of existence flowed. NO REGRETS. =)

there is no revenge so complete as forgiveness.

i don’t know if i am supposed to hate or appreciate this day. it brought a lot of depressing things to me - HATRED, GUILT, SHAME, PARANOIA, PRESSURE and UNCERTAINTY. i am again left beneath SOMEONE’s words which struck my heart of hearts. it really HURTS a lot when the people you love, when the people whom you care about, the PEOPLE who changed your life wil eventually leave you. LOVE, indeed, is a double-edged sword.

i don’t know how to deal with it. i already saw my faults, i already realized that it was actually me whoe was wrong in the FIRST place but everything already turned into a mess, so what can i do? or rather what am i supposed to do right now?

please.  x[

all the times spent with them are now useless. they are now extinct. i have never thought they would neglect and deny me someday for that person whom i think is no way better than me. i hate it. really hate it. everytime i think about them, i just find myself WASTED. yes, with a severe, chronic heartache.

i am just so glad that i met new friends, friends whom i think would always be there for me. real friends who will stay by my side no matter what. i just hope they won’t do the same things that shoved those blisters off.

to those craps, you darn know who you are. i hope your new found friend would make you happy. anyway, you always have my support. but never ever dare come back to me and say SORRY…

i am missing you a lot. =’c